Nostalgia.....Experiencing it beyond limits...

ya friends...m feeling homesick....really.... I got an opportunity to go home after the end of 1st Semester Exams... it was 5 days stay at home.... I caught cold on 7th Jan and that continued till my holidays ended....Oh God!!.. please..make a path for me....make an easy one because....I have the tougher one myself...and i.e. to leave the classes and miss 24 lectures(6 lectures per day for 4 days) i.e. from 2nd to 5th March... I feel that whatever should be the consequences...I should go...Yaar its too much.... Bas.... Bas... Bas.... Tecnia ab aur nai....Bachche ki jaan loge kya, PG student ke naam par?? Friends yaar proxy laga dena if possible.... lol

Lets see....
I'v to get reservation today itself... I asked sum friends...Nishant was the only other nocturnal after me who was awake...downloading some movie...(Ask him what kind of movie)...Sometimes I feel my perception towards life is not right....Maybe happy days ended....Maybe m not a man enough to face these things but yaar Dil to bachcha hai naa.........Maybe I'm concentrating on pains alot....Maybe I forgot how to be happy when you are pinned down from each direction...and each pin stinging like thousands bees....whatever friends...Its all of us suffering mentally or maybe physically too due to some reason or the other....and the major reason is same...

I need to regain myself....and for that I need to go back home...sleep with my head in mumma's lap... Maybe that can give me peace of mind...that I desire and moreover require so much....

Its time to Play Hard...and Live hard....but with cool...!!!

Oh Lord help me out....You didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but You did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way......bless me with the same..

Amen....