Sunday, June 13, 2010

Missing what I messed up!

Hey friends...

Today I hope you would have witnessed little shower by the rain God.. it happened in Delhi.. don't know people from other places witnessed heavy rain or not even a shower....
I was kinda cautious towards rain... Since I'm vulnarable to cold.. and getting wet in rain is something I have to avoid.
Sometimes I did got drenched... later I used to get good scolding by her.. I smiled whenever she did so... It feels good when somebody takes care of you.. so much..
She always warned me to not to be careless for myself.. She handed over me towel whenever saw me completely wet.. sometimes hurriedly dried up my hairs herself while I just sat lazily, enjoying the way she cared.. The way she came up with something healthy to eat whenever we met... and with a warning to not to eat fast food.. even though she herself is a big fan of mouthwatering paani poori....

She did everything that she can.. for our relationship.. I did knew.. but was casual towards it.. Later I started
taking things for granted.. little bit though... She handled every situation with panic first but with patience later...
I used to ask her .. "Have you ever thought what you get in return to all this you do?" She always ignored this
question.. always.. saying.. I got everything...
Few days back... She asked me.. "What did I gave her in return to all what she did for us?" I had no answer... since there was nothing I gave her...

Today, when the climate changed a bit... with dusty wind all over.. I went to the roof of my new PG..
Wind was blowing so fast that it pushed me sometimes.. later with wind at same speed, tiny droplets of rain came.. They literally hit everywhere they touched me..I stood there... silently.. waiting.. waiting...
I Was waiting for her to scold me.. waiting for her to say, "Ashuuu... kya kar rahe ho!!!....."
Then again I realised what i am... and where I am.. due to my own deed..!!
Still I stood there.. waiting... this time waiting it to rain heavily.. stood like that for half an hour.. but the
rain faded away..!!
Even Rain God was withdrawing His hands... I pleaded but nothing happened.. it just faded away... It was growing cold.. I was left a bit wet.. with cool breeze all over... I shivered for a while... but then.. the temprature started to ascend..

I heard about a saying "Subah ka bhoola agar shaam ko wapas a jaye to use bhoola nai kehte!!"
I found another way to interpret it in my case....."Use bhatka hua kehte hain...!!!!"

Finally, I caught cold!! :)

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