Regreting ...... Infidelity

Hi...


I feel this blog is my place.. and I can scribble all what I want... So here it goes..

Today... 08-06-2010... almost after 6yrs of our relationship.... We broke up...
Reason... like in most of breakups... betrayel... I cheated on her... I'm the reason...
Hereby... all of you must be knowing that how trustworthy I am...
It was a mistake but I commit mistakes once never again.... thats my nature...
I regret loosing her... I really do.. Bad thing is .. I can't ask for forgiveness... even I can't forgive myself..
Since I ruined not only her Six years of life... but her whole life.... Now she won't trust anyone... maybe won't love anyone... How will I face the mirror now... thats another question.. I can't amend what I ruined.. Thats a truth...
I pray Almighty to help her and punish me...
I'm done...now..
I'm such a ruthless creature... plus worthless too....
Here's a lesson for the lovebirds reading this... Don't betray... if u do.. then have the guts to ignore urself..

My love story..... is past... but I'll miss her.. always... n I know she'll too...
Blog doesn't ends buddy... I still have to tell u the stories till yet...
I'm sharing the bad side of myself with you guys... I know the consequences... but I need to... I feel everyone should know... the goodie goodie Ashutosh....

Just be as u are... Live real!!
Don't ask anything to me about this... Thanks...