Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Loosing out, trying best..

Hi friends... don't bother about time, since nowadays I rarely sleep in night, I'm turning nocturnal with each passing day!!
I can't keep my mind shut so as to have a sleep so I thought why not to utilise the time.
As yet I've told you about my life stage where I proposed and got acceptence by the girl with whom I fell in love. My first Love, as everyone does I also cherish her memories. While going through The TOI, one can find various research works done for better love life, sexlife, cosmo life etc and so forth. One fine day, I came across a research which told that only 5% of the lovers marry their first love, rest 95% spent their lives in search of their first love in their life partners. I told this to my Love, and proudly said, "Honeybee (thats what I called her when she called me Honey) We will be among those 5% of lovers."
Today where I stand, surrounded by the circumstances which only gets worsen day by day as if destined, I find myself to be strong contendor to those among 95% lovers... Today, I lost again.. I only had a HOPE left with me, which now I've started loosing..
Today I found one of the greatest truth on the earth.. There is NO forgiveness in here.. plus it gets selfish with every year you add on to your life...
These truth somewhat shaked me from inside..
Today she said, "A person who commits a mistake is more likely to commit it again, since one can never change."
Maybe that's the truth.. or say universal truth..!!

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