I'm trying hard to make things better. Somewhere in my heart I know nothing can be well now, I knew it very well about the future in the very beginning. I know who I am, What I deserve and what I don't deserve. Still I tried to get what I won't be able to desrve in my life inspite of all the hardships in achieving it I went careless and Lost it forever, yes forever and thats a bitter truth, like shit, I can't swallow all this situation.
I'm going to give up, in future I think so, because inside I have a feeling that tells me... Ashu, Back off... You won't make it better, you have to move alone.
I'm confused... I need to feel numb and number... till I feel it no more... regret, guilt...
Its true.. I too feel, I shouldn't have done that wrong to her six years back.. She deserved more, she always did..
I'm responsible for all this shit in which I am in today. I'm selfish, very selfish... I think.. I hate myself for this... will do so till the end...
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