Curves in the path in past...First Love

Change of home is been told to you before, now what happened in my life is what I feel I'm destined to. Things changed quickly sometimes gradually too leaving a some thoughts behind.

I met Pranshu in Gyanodaya Bus Service. He became my first best friend in life. He's younger than me by a year or two. I don't know why wherever I lived in my childhood there were no peer group of mine in the locality. Always there were boys elder to me and so I loved school where I had peer group. Pranshu was the first schoolmate whom I met in the Bus. We still are in touch though in different states.

It was 7th July 1998. I stepped into a bus to go to school. As I told you I met Pranshu but I saw someone elso too that day. Yes I saw HER with her friend. She was too sweet and I admired her from that day itself.

Later I found out she's my batchmate in other school [girl's school instead]. (since mine was only for boy's)

I used to hide while stole a look of her.

Life at Tecnia...

Its present day scenario my friends. I study in Tecnia that you all know. I've 58 classmates. All are like family members.(Though there are 4-5 exception). In the family of 59 members there is love, tragedy, greed, confusions, swindling and all other types of emotion and commotion like their is in a daily TV soap.

People are with different outlooks toward life, time, future, carrier etc. Its good to be their until a teacher comes in spoils the scene.

Whatever we are doing in the college, no one seems satisfied. Sometimes by teachers pedagogy, behaviour, management etc.

Criticism is on heights. No one dares to take step against unjust acts. If someone tries to then he/she is crushed under the fine bolder.

This post is dedicated to all my college friends in Tecnia. Friends we are surviving and we will swim out this puddle successfully.

We face so many problems there from education to sanitation, from attitude to altitude, from empty mind to empty stomach but there is a hope. Hope that will keep us alive and work.

Cheer up guys...sit back and prepare for internals....they are from 15th February...

Green Business Solution.....

Hello friends,
Today at my institute Tecnia Institute of Advance Studies(where god knows why am I pursuing MBA) was the beginning of the Two Day International Conference on "Green Business Solutions". There were many dignitaries who came up to show us the way they were using Green Technology in their business and the importance plus the increasing need of adoption of these technologies every minute. We were also made aware of the future scenario of corporate world where we will be doing pollution accounting also. We were exhausted till the end but it was worth it...
As we all know that Environment situations now have lead to be the hottest debate topic. We have witnessed "The Copenhagen Summit 2009" of the UN. Well we are also aware that there was no significant decisions made due to clashes of economic benefits among developed and developing countries.
Today a small story was told to us by the representative of ITC Group of Hotels. I'll just narrate it to you.
One day a girl was walking by the shore of the sea. She was picking up starfishes from the shores and throwing them back to the water. There were thousands of starfishes lying and dying on the shore. An old man smiled and asked her, "Sweet girl, what are u trying to do?", the girl replied,"I'm trying to save the starfishes", the man said,"but there are thousands of starfishes lying on the shores, what difference does it makes". At this the girl smiled and picked up a starfish and threw it in water and said,"THIS"....
So the morale from this story was that first the efforts should be on individual levels first. Everyone of us should take there own initiatives as we can. I'm not asking anyone to donate or invest. What I'm asking you is to just put efforts. Thats it. Saving water won't cost us rather will increase our pocket size. Same is with electricity, petrol/diesel etc. Many Many small efforts will lead to a great change.
This time change is not an option friends its the need of the hour... I'm not a big environmentalist but since I realise the need I thought to help you too recall the need too...
GO GREEN!!!

past... Shifting to our Home (June 1998)

I was in class 5th at that time. We shifted to our new home. Earlier we used to live in the campus of the hospital where my mom works. Summer vacations were going to end in a month time. We shifted on 3rd of June 1998 in our new house (after religious ceremony called "Griha Pravesh"). Our new house is a big one. We (me and my sis) had lots of space to play now. We kids were among the happiest one and parents were relaxed to own a bigger house to live in, at the location they always wanted. The area is almost secluded from colony, very near to the bank of holy river Ganga (infact there is just a landmass between my house and river Ganga, I'll get pics after I again get to visit my house). 

My classes in B.H.S were going to commence from 7th July after vacations as it did every year.

I can say that my destiny has took a turn as I shifted to this new home. I was destined to shift in that new part of Allahabad, this is what I feel after carefully analysing my past. Since that new area called as Jhunsi is in the outskirts (compared it to yamunapar area of Delhi as it was gangapar in Allahabad) and was at a distance of 10 km from my school. I now needed a bus service to go to school and my Dad found one out known as "Gyanodaya Bus Service" owned by Mishra uncle. You must be thinking like Why The Hell am I telling you about the need of bus service...or why am I so specific about everything ....even I don't want to be.. but what to do...I just don't want any ambiguities when I'll be telling you about the turn that my destiny took. (refer to destiny in one of the past posts) 

Yes a love story. Love story at the age of 11, when love meant two kids just sitting and chatting about eachothers toys etc for me...

Hehehehe  Guys what happened.... there is no love story in this post..

Missing my School (Boys' High School)

Logo: Boys' High School & College

My most memorable part of my life. The 12 years I spent in Boys' High School. I should accept this fact. While in school days I never thought that I'll miss my school life so much. While in school we used to wish the school days to get over as soon as possible and get to further studies and be free of wearing school uniform, enjoy life without rules etc. but now I realise and just smile recalling my days in school.

Really those are memories to be cherished for the lifetime indeed.

Whatever I have accomplished till yet, the major reason behind is my school. I miss you B.H.S and the moments spent there with my friends.

My school friends with whom I had a great time were many but some were really close and I'll try to be in touch with them as long as possible. Now we are in different cities but still we sometime call each other and just miss those days.

My city...Allahabad..(some pics)

New Yamuna BridgeAllahabad UniversityDip in Holy Sangam

Khusru Bagh

Sangam (See the difference in water colour)

Allahabad Fort

Central Cathedral

Past ...recalling the year 1994...

(Year 1994)

Hello...

Yes I'm here with the journey of my life. Last time I told you that due to loads of love of teachers and my naughtiness I was transferred to a new school to study nursery again. It was Bishop George School. I studied there till K.G. I would like to share an experience of this school that'll tell something more about me to you.

In this school I had a senior named Anil Kumar Singh. He is the son of my mom's colleague Mrs Geeta.

One day Geeta auntie gave me Anil bhaiya's lunch box while I was on my way to school.. I obediently took it and searched for Anil bhaiya in lunch time to give him the lunch box. When I did't found him I thought to check out what's there in his lunch box and I found Suji Halwa in it.....

Then what I didn't looked for him anymore and started feasting on his lunch box. I love Halwa.. Couldn't resist naa....

I returned home with my lunch box full and his one empty. Obviously I got scolded by mom for this act but that sweet halwa didn't let me bother about that...lols

After completing KG in Bishop George School I qualified for Boys' High School, one of the most reputed schools of Allahabad (for Class 1 admission). Here also Anil Singh was a year senior to me but no such incidents happened again.

There were two reasons I was shifted to this school.

First, this school was till 12th (at that time Bishop George School was till 8th only) so I'll be studying there for next 12 years without changing schools anymore.

Secondly, there were no girls students in B.H.S. Yes it was not Co-ed.

The second reason was applicable because once when I was 2 and a half years old, a part time astrologer who worked in same hospital told mom that my marriage will be a love marriage with an intercaste girl. My parents were shocked. They didn't want this to happen so they separated me from girls in school. They were fighting against destiny since they believed I was destined to have love marriage, (when they believed so firmly then why were they working against my destiny??) quite an orthodox parents I have (remember the year it was 1994)(they are quite flexible with me but not on marriage issue I think).

Now what happened next?? Was I deviated from my destiny or did I followed it??
Answer you'll get when the time comes...
Keep visiting... and take care its cold outside..

Feeling proud...

Hello..

Its almost 2am and I feel really proud to be independent as we got independence on papers (Right to Freedom) today on 26th Jan 1950.

Its my bad luck that this year also I am not able to attend the Republic Day parade. When I was doing NCC 'B' Certificate training the we aspired for performing in RD Parade..its a real honour and bliss but unfortunately I was not successful in qualifying for the parade.

Still I am proud to be an Indian. I agree with the problems we face and I also sometimes curse Government as everyone of us does but if we try to realise that we rose from dust and now we are one of the fastest growing countries (though population wise also) we'll find that we are making it happen. Since Rome was not built in a Day then why are we expecting too much.

I also agree that due to political discrepancies at the grass root levels we are slow but friends don't discuss problems today, make it some other day as I'm too happy to feel completely free to do anything (that does not hurt anyone) and everything. Let me breathe freely today, lets be proud of what we have achieved, lets be atleast optimistic today and appreciate our progress.

I'm no intellectual personality and not trying to do any sort of Intellectual Wrestling but ...

just Happy Republic Day...

I am Proud to be an Indian and will definately feel proud to reincarnate in India, My Motherland, sorry Our Motherland.....

a bit new of me..

After yesterday's performance in PO Exams I'm feeling more confident, more enthusiastic and moreover more lively.

Yes this is a bit new of me...

It is maybe first time that I'm not feeling downtrodden after knowing my weakness.

Maybe I took my life in the right way I should.

I read somewhere,"Winners know their strengths but focus on their weakness too."

God's grace is with all of us. Rest he'll take care of..Thank you God..thank you very much..I'm blessed!!

Touchwood this thinking remains the same..lol

Past..the beginning of ME..

Hello once again…

Here again I’m with one of my childhood stories. This story is related to the picture you can see to the right. Yes this is me. According to my mom I was 8 months old. Whatever I know about this picture is told by my mom to me and to every other auntie’s in the neighbourhood in Allahabad.

The story goes like this.

As told before I was 8 months old (picture taken on 10^th April 1988). My parents wanted a naked photograph of mine (I can’t figure it out the need). “For future reference, to show your wife” this is what my mom said laughing her heart out when I asked about the need of a nude picture of mine.

Well I was taken to the studio (I wish not taken all the way clothed so well…). In the studio I was made to sit on the cushioned stool u can see (God’s grace it was April or else in winters that cushion would be chilly to sit with naked bumpty). Well dressed (obviously) and properly makeup done with kajal and all. Since I was crying (I must be feeling humiliated + embarrassed) the photographer gave me this plastic flower (Thank you, Uncle). When the photo was clicked I played THE GAME. Since they didn’t have digital cameras that time it was not possible to see that the picture carried the desired results or not (sometimes technological backwardness is a bliss…lol).

Well when after a couple of days the photo was developed and received, my parents were a bit lesser amused but I must have smiled a big one…

So thank God… for saving me. While scribbling all this there is a big grin on my face…

Do comment and tell your reactions…

BOI PO Exam over...

Hello friends.

At last today’s Bank of India’s PO exams are over. Leaving behind lessons only.

The news is not good. Due to sectional cut-offs I am screwed. I won’t pass in General Awareness as I attempted just 17 questions out of 50.

Well I learned a lot and would like to share it with you too.

For PO exams General Awareness is something that can hunt you down. You merely need to pass this section (20 questions out of 50).

What I did was quite good in rest… Other than GA I’ll qualify all sections.

Well I’ll now try to read newspaper from today specially issues of macro economics need to be stressed and even beauty contests too…lol

So friends with that I close today’s event chapter.

Thanks for been patient… :D

Oh My God!!! today is the D-Day..

I'm going to have my bank PO Exam today from 9.30am. Center is at Rohini Sec3. Fingers crossed let's see what is destined or I would rather say how much I can do!! Wish me luck friends...

Bye bye..

Past..the beginning of ME...(nursery kid)(background edited in pic)

I was born on 10th August 1987 in Jaunpur district of Uttar Pradesh. I was born in the hospital where my mother used to work(she's a nurse by profession). My father is in Indian Army and at that time was posted in Allahabad (same state).

I grew up to the age of 1 year and six months there in Jaunpur itself and after that my mother was transferred to SRN Hospital in Allahabad. Here I started my educational career at the age of 2 years and six months.

Incident

I was comparatively shorter to other students in my class(nursery) so the teachers used to call me "Chotu" except attendance time. That irritated me since I felt inferior. It was my first school so mannerism was a bit new to me. Once when my class teacher shouted at me that "Chotu, ab agar baat ki to thappad padega." [Earlier that day I pushed a classmate of mine in the water pool(yes he called me "chotu" but thank god the pool was shallow enough) still I was not punished.]

Here I got irritated n said,"Ma'am hum aapka chashma tod denge." She just smiled. Maybe I was too cute at that time. On annual day when my mother met her, she just told her everything cheerfully(I still think what was cheerful in that??)

Here my schooling in that school ended. Since my mother felt I'll be spoiled due to the love of teachers.

Was then transferred to Bishop George School!!

Couple of things were justified in nursery school....

Firstly, I was a chatterbox,

Secondly, I was too naughty,

Thirdly, I was the loved one,

Fourthly, I'm aggressive since inception..

Consequence was I had to study nursery once again in Bishop George School. I felt more matured in new school among my classmates. I knew everything and I never cried like them while waiting for parents when school used to get over.

Teachers reaction in new school. "Aapka ladka intelligent hai aur cheerful bhi but baate aur shararte bahut karta hai." :P

Yes it is a bit harder to bear me...

This was my nursery life....

BOI PO preparations not on track...

I have just one day and that to not full one day for the Bank of India PO Exam. If you ask me about my preparations I would possibly say "I need one more week". So you can well imagine the circumstances I'm facing right now.

I don't even feel like studying..and the worst part is that don't know the reason why I don't feel like studying..So I came up to scribble my feelings on this space of mine where I can share it with you.

I'm pursuing MBA as u all are aware of this.. I don't know why I'm doing it when I'm not at all interested in it..Is it worthwhile to carry on with this deep shit digging??

I'm looking for many answers from my life. Don't know when will I get them..people say let the time come..I ask when the hell will that time come??

I feel suffocated in my life..due to all these confusions and uncertainty..well I have to learn decision making under uncertainty since I'm going to face corporates...

Lets see when i learn!!!

hi friends....

Heya friends... I welcome you to view this blog and post your valuable suggestions too..
I've been motivated by my friends(Tarun) to start writing a blog.. this blog will be my personal one.. I'll be sharing my life with you all guys..
So welcome to my world or to the same old world through my perspectives..!!