Pleasure of meeting Yaeser....

Yup... today..21st of February 2010.. at around 7.30pm I met Yaeser after a long time period. He hasn't changed much..except growing plumpy a bit.... As soon as I caught hold of his sight there was a sudden flashback.... and the rest of the 3 hours we spent together was like living the flashback.... Yes, flashback of the life I literally lived ... those golden moments of my life.... they all came back to me..!!

It was real nice experience and peace of mind to see one of my old friend ... who's been with me...shared those golden moments with me... Moments we spent together in Boys' High School and Y.C.C. 24x7... 

Thank you Yaeser.. for helping me living that integral part of my life again... Thank alot... 

Back again from a short break...

hello friends... You know these couple of days I was busy filling nonsense in the answer-sheets of my internal exams...so I was not able to scribble anything here... Well this is good with my college....the Exams come soon and go sooner...
So the important thing is..I'm back from the mental trauma which every student goes through when the exams are on...I'm not talking about nerds or the geeks, you know these guys just love to write papers..they get a chance to flaunt their books filled shit-bag which they call as Brains....
Oh ya... the exams went fine.. I wrote good as per me... Lets hope the examiner also has the same mindset as of mine.... If luck remains good.. I'll pass...
I'll be with some past and present experiences very soon...possibly late tonight... Coz tomorrow is Sunday!!

Exams Over....

Here are some light moments I spent with my friends on 20th of February 2010....after our 1st internal examination...

Here it goes...

All's well that ends well.....

Now here I have something good to share with you guys....

I'll be leaving for Agra on 27th morning and from their to Allahabad at night same day... Finally I'll be in my mom's arms after so many turbulences in my life... I'll finally rest in peace for 5 days..atleast... Will be back on 6th March since I have to write a paper on 7th of March...

Its really great... God... thanks alot.... thank you very much.. for again helping me.. 

I'm too glad.. I'm falling short of words to express my feelings right now... so its better to stop...

Good luck friends .... God Bless you...

Nostalgia.....Experiencing it beyond limits...

ya friends...m feeling homesick....really.... I got an opportunity to go home after the end of 1st Semester Exams... it was 5 days stay at home.... I caught cold on 7th Jan and that continued till my holidays ended....Oh God!!.. please..make a path for me....make an easy one because....I have the tougher one myself...and i.e. to leave the classes and miss 24 lectures(6 lectures per day for 4 days) i.e. from 2nd to 5th March... I feel that whatever should be the consequences...I should go...Yaar its too much.... Bas.... Bas... Bas.... Tecnia ab aur nai....Bachche ki jaan loge kya, PG student ke naam par?? Friends yaar proxy laga dena if possible.... lol

Lets see....

From the Past....Love...Friends..Love..

In the last post related to my past....I told you about my past...I reached to class 10th when I finally made a move to talk to her...obviously Pranshu helped me a lot in this case (Thanks buddy).... but as I told you... I got the bad news that she's shifting to some other area in Allahabad itself..... Meanwhile in school I met with some guys like Anshul, Ankur, Puneet etc.. Anshul was the guy who became one of my closest friend... Anshul Khattri...Yes ...He was the man among us ......though he was not very daring in nature...but real entertainer... it seemed as if he was blessed..with the power to make people to smile... He and Pranshu both were my guide in love..though they never had a girlfriend themselves.. still I used to consult them..They both uplifted my spirits whenever I lost confidence..("A true friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.") Really they are true friends...

Ya I did...consulted but the moves were mine though edited by them...

I was supposed to be HER friend first before proposing her (according to the plan)...arrey yaar.. This was their(Ansh & Pranshu)'s holy idea...and even I wanted to know her first..

But she shifted to some place near her school...and now I was supposed to contact her for being friends...

Good Day and Bad happenings..both together..

Aahh today once again.... I woke up late..though last week I was on schedule but today...don't know why...I did woke up at 6:30am but...mind you....there is a big but..I went to sleep again...Later when I woke up.. I saw time in my cellphone...it was 9:30am..."okay its only 9:30am" that's what I thought.. and suddenly the thought transformed into "Holy Cow, it's 9:30 AM" and the only word that can come out was a BIG F**K...

Ya... My classes starts at 9:30am in college... and see I woke up so late... So what..I decided I'll attend 4 lectures from 11:30am onwards....its the matter of attendance yaar.... what else I can acquire in college...???

So I reached college at 11:30am...Krishan was also late like me.. lol..someone to support..

In the 5th lecture...i.e Lecture of Marketing Management by Mrs. N. Garg.. I was thrown out of the class... I was chatting with friends as always...

So I scored 3 attendance today... got to know that classes will be till 5pm from today...but we escaped it today...since we all left college at 3:30pm...

Still had a nice day...with nice weather.... even raining outside right now... Cold is back with a bang I hope...

Take care friends... Prevention is better than cure... Play safe...

Its Time...Join hands and Save Tigers..

1411, yes! Just 1411 Tigers are left in India....
The tiger population of the Indian subcontinent has suffered a serious decline in the last 50 years. It is estimated that only 200 tigers survived in Nepal, and only 4,000 in India, up from 2,000 in the 1970s. In the 1990s, poaching has escalated in China and Korea, in spite of the Chinese ban on tiger products in 1993. At one point in the 1970s, tigers' numbers had dropped to 4,000 compared to 100,000 in the early 1900s. Today, the world tiger population still only numbers about 5,000 to 7,000 animals. An intense effort is under way to save the endangered tigers. Unfortunately, tigers are still illegally hunted for their fur, bones and other parts to supply markets in China and Taiwan. Tigers have been hunted to near extinction by poachers, and all subspecies have been declared endangered.
The main predator of the tiger is humankind. They have been trapped, poisoned and hunted heavily by humans not only to eliminate threats to livestock, but also for sport, trophies, skins, and sources of traditional medical products. Superstition has surrounded tigers for centuries; their body parts are used in Asian medicines. Necklets of tiger claws are thought to protect a child from "the evil eye"; tiger whiskers are considered either a dreadful poison (in Malaysia), a powerful aphrodisiac (in Indonesia), or an aid to childbirth (in India and Pakistan); the bones, fat, liver and penis of a tiger are prized as medicines.


Just spread the word...blog,share,mail,msg anyhow...its time..join hands and save Tigers...they are our pride... We must save them...

For more info visit these sites... http://www.wwfindia.org/about_wwf/what_we_do/tiger_wildlife/how_save_tiger/
http://www.indiantiger.org/
http://saveourtigers.com/

Living life on Edge...

Heya friends...

Hows it going on your side?? Hope you to be fine and enjoying life with daily work atleast not getting fuked up in the life as I'm being done since taking admission in Tecnia... The only thing I did since joining this Bloody Institute is to repent... repent every now and then.. repent taking admission... repent living life in Tecnia somedays... I really swear to God.. If I wouldn't have got good friends in Tecnia..then i would have surely left... I lost my enthusiasm.. my confidence... 7 months of my life... all in vain till yet... I'm same as I was when I graduated from University of Delhi. I still don't have any idea about management... I don't know what am I doing here!! Why the hell am I here?? Feel like total looser...Crap man...

I'm on the edge..or say i'm at a diversion...confused in choosing the path to move on..whether to remain in Tecnia..fuck myself everyday & for the whole life with mental torture or to leave this shitty place and start all over again.

Puneet bhaiya advised me not to leave. He said,"Leaving or quitting is very easy"... But I'm going to start all over again after quitting Tecnia... Maybe I'm a manager now.. Have to take a decision that will decide my life, my destiny, and my family's happiness for which I'm most concerned. What to do and what not to do..is the confusion...I've time till 20th of Feb 2009... The clock is ticking.. Its never stopping just reminding me to decide.. I wish I could be blessed with the power to view my 1st semester results and see that I failed or passed in QM. 

Sometimes life really sucks...

February 1st...2.15pm, Madhuban Chowk traffic Signal....

Hey guys...

Hope everything's going well on your side. It was all well with me too till I saw a kid selling balloon at the Madhuban chowk traffic signal. The way he looked and spoke forced me to think.

Everything is alright for us since we are blessed. Yes, blessed with something which many children around us  are not blessed with. That is "Good Living Standards".

What we don't have we complain for it but some complain for those things what we have like education, healthy diet, clean clothes, sometimes even parents who care... Yes this is paradox...

take a short look...type "kids India" on google images. What you'll see is something like this.

Both the sides what we can see in nothing new to us. Its everyday we see street kids begging or selling balloons or some or the other items on traffic lights. Whats their future? Whats their destiny? Isn't God partial this time or he's just doing his balancing or equilibrium thing?

I think blaming God is not fair. Since he doesn't seems to be the one who wrote their destiny. Maybe we are the instruments he wants to help them. I guess this is perfect. Yes we can. Guys I'm not gonna ask you to start donating your money to the beggars. Because that'll only motivate them to beg more. So the question arises what should we do?? We don't have enough money nor do we have time to devote, then what to do??