Heya friends...
Hows it going on your side?? Hope you to be fine and enjoying life with daily work atleast not getting fuked up in the life as I'm being done since taking admission in Tecnia... The only thing I did since joining this Bloody Institute is to repent... repent every now and then.. repent taking admission... repent living life in Tecnia somedays... I really swear to God.. If I wouldn't have got good friends in Tecnia..then i would have surely left... I lost my enthusiasm.. my confidence... 7 months of my life... all in vain till yet... I'm same as I was when I graduated from University of Delhi. I still don't have any idea about management... I don't know what am I doing here!! Why the hell am I here?? Feel like total looser...Crap man...
I'm on the edge..or say i'm at a diversion...confused in choosing the path to move on..whether to remain in Tecnia..fuck myself everyday & for the whole life with mental torture or to leave this shitty place and start all over again.
Puneet bhaiya advised me not to leave. He said,"Leaving or quitting is very easy"... But I'm going to start all over again after quitting Tecnia... Maybe I'm a manager now.. Have to take a decision that will decide my life, my destiny, and my family's happiness for which I'm most concerned. What to do and what not to do..is the confusion...I've time till 20th of Feb 2009... The clock is ticking.. Its never stopping just reminding me to decide.. I wish I could be blessed with the power to view my 1st semester results and see that I failed or passed in QM.
Sometimes life really sucks...
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